Post by .{.Zeecarian.}. on Aug 17, 2007 0:25:30 GMT -5
A girl was sitting there , her haunting crystal blue eyes cold at all times. Her once long black hair had been hacked off by her.She hadnt talked to any of her friends in so long.Her life long best friend , Jake.... Her neice Emilie...Her newphews Blake and Alex. She didnt even know Alex was dead.She had remained cold and hard , on her own for about a year now. She hadnt talked to her friends , Rain ,Connie , Dixie , Rachel....She had been so happy. Everyone was friends with her. And even more suprising she hadnt seen the horses.The only thing that had gotten her threw much of her hard life , not even her best(equine) friend , Toska. She had no idea that Toska was now a mother. It was like the whole world was cut off from her knowledge.She had just recently gotten out of rehab. Why she had been there?She stabbed someone. Actually , stabbed two people , shot one. She just wanted to be alone now. Just for the world to pass her by.This girl was not who she used to be. She used to be fun and full of life.Now she was cold and had the life sucked out of her.How could someone so young lead such a hard
life?After all , she was only seventeen. At two months she was abandoned by her birthmother, but she didnt know this...A woman named Deneice found her , and took her in as her own.
At three years old she met her best friend , Jake , who was always there for her. Her life was good and calm , until she was five. She had somehow been too much or just too much of a
bother for the man she had come to know as her father to deal with so he hit her. Alot. Her 'Mother' saw bruises all over her , and took her to the ER...Sadly this happened from then on.
And her 'Mother' could do nothing to stop it for if she told it would only get worse. One fatal night her 'Mother' was killed , when she was seven. While when she was alive she could stop
some of the blows her 'father' would try to give to her , now no one could help her. For two years she could do nothing but hope it didnt hurt too much.Jake saw her try to hide the cuts and bruises.He tried to help.But he couldnt.
He died.When she was nine. Then she was sent to live with her older sister , Melony...But she was shot four times shortly after being placed in her care.Twice in the stomach.Once in the
heart.Once in the head.And she saw it happen.She had been hiding in the closet , watching with terror from the blinds.Melony was gone.She had no more family.No one could help her
now. She was sent to many foster homes.But she never fit in anywhere.No one wanted her.No one ever wanted her.But then after five years of bounching around , something great
hapened. 'Memeber her best friend , Jake?His family adopted her. She felt out fo place for a while.But soon she had a family.And her happy ending.....
...Right?Well , for a while she did. She had her best friend , Jake. And this new family...Jake's parents , his sister Rachel , and his brother Kyle.They were all so kind to her.And so nice...
Everything went right for a while.Now she was eleven years old. Everything was great , she had a normal life , until five years later. Her and Kyle went to a party together , as friends for
she already had a boyfriend named Dereck ,but he tricked her...He slipped something into her drink.Well , you can guess what happened next.When she woke in the mourning , finding she was at his apartment , she was confused. He acted innocentand told her they both must've gotten drunk. But eventually...She heard him , sickly and insanly spouting what he had done to Jake and Dixie. She had slapped him and ran off. The same week this happened she got mixxed up in something and gotten stabbed in the heart.She barely lived. Two months later , she set out for revenge on Kyle.Not only for what he had done to her , but to Rachel.His own sister.He had cut her across the neck... By now she was beginning to lsoe her mind. But who could blame the poor girl? She was charged with attempted murder in two cases. The second person who she tried to stab had gotten in her way. She was sent to rehab. There , another guy who had been charged with multiple accounts of rape and sexual assult had messed with her. She shot him in the shoulder , but had been aiming for his heart. Nothing much happened from that point on...Until a month later. Yes , sadly this all keeps going on. Her and Kyle had gotten mixed up again and he stabbed her. She lived of course , or else she wouldnt be here now. At the end of the year , after working with the horse she was assigned with in rehab and getting better she was out.Now ehre she was.This girl wasnt the real her.The real her worked with wild horses , and loved playing football , and was fun , and palyful , and a good friend. She would probably neevr be the same person again.No , but maybe.Just maybe there was a slim chance. She missed Dereck... He had never forgiven her ...Because he didnt know getting pregannt wasnt her fault. He hadnt known she wasnt guilty of cheating on him. She hadnt heard from him at all. Now her stomach was swelled.Now she was due soon.Oh , I forgot to mention this , but a year and a half before she had tried to kill herself.But Jake and Dixie had stopped her. They hadnt understood why she wanted to kill herself.But they didnt know what she had been threw.She had been threw things that would make hell sound like a great place
to be.
ooc}Haha , to ya'll who were wonderin' why she tried to kill herself , why would she not?!XD
