The lone Wolf

[~† ?Lethe? †~]

She was alone... well to say in the least she never truly was alone if she counted all those people that others didn't see. She always so her father standing over her with a knife ready to slit her throat... not happy memories but she wasn't completely alone. Walking around with her blade in her pocket and her black unbrella keeping the sun of her skin she looked around. She wasn't really up to meeting a real person but she needed to or so said the doctors.

Es ist Mein Teil!
Nein!
Mein Teil
Nein
Es ist Mein Teil!
Nein!
Mein Teil
Nein
Dieses Mein Teil
Nein! Dieses Mein Teil
Nein!

It didn't matter to her anymore "Nein" she whispered into the wind. First time she had spoken outwords in a while, most thought her as a mute but who needed to talk when the voices were in. Sighing inwards she looked around and spotted a bench. She walked over and sat down careful ot to let the sun touch her. She would have to wear different clothes later on when she went to sleep... couldn't wear these one now she had touched a bench that many had touched.

Es ist Mein Teil!
Nein!
Mein Teil
Nein
Dieses Mein Teil
Nein!

Watching she saw a dog walking past her it stared and barked but no one looked at it so it probably wasn't real. Sighing again she heard her other peronlity laugh at her "Moping are you" She shook her head and whispered once more "Nein" She didn't want the voices to start up again so if they spoke she would give them what they wanted so they would leave. "So your not moping your just avoiding everything like you do everyday but sighing more and more with a sad look" She sighed "Belegen Sie mit einer Geldstrafe ja seines wahres" she shook her head "I means fine yes its true I'm sad and I can't do anything about it now leave me alone!" She screamed out alone so people stared. Getting up she left and went to another bench. The voices did leave her alone though so she was happy... er happier.

Es ist Mein Teil!
Nein!
Mein Teil
Nein
Dieses Mein Teil
Nein!

She wanted to cry she wanted to cry but then her other personality came though. It was the emotionless calm one that didn't want anything to do with the world. Her name wasw Anju otherwise Amara would be herself but Anju came.. emotionless, hard, cold and hateful... but it didn't matter Amara was stuck in a lost world and with not a person willing to help she was d**ned to die and rot.

Es ist Mein Teil!
Nein!
Mein Teil
Nein
Dieses Mein Teil
Nein!

Sighing Anju started to sing as it started to lightly rain "
Ich bin krank, ich bin tot, ich bin voll von der Angst... Außer meiner Seele, der ich habe Halle... Mein, wie ich geblutet habe. Ich ließ einen Fleck so rot..." She then stopped and looked around the blade in her pocket clinked lightly but she didn't reach for it like last time she was in Amara's body this time she only let loose a crazy smile as she looked down at the ground so her hair hid her smile partly.

[.{.Zeecarian.}.]

Only alone in the rain.
I let it take it all away.
Let it hide the crying pain.
I let it flow away.
In the rain.

A girl stood in the rain , looking up at the sky. In her eyes she saw butterflies fluttering in the rain , their wings being weighed down.She reached out her hands , catching the ivisable butterfly. Fly away...Go home...Go home...She mumbled to the 'butterfly'

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[~† ?Lethe? †~]

Anju looked over at the girl who stood in the rain grasping at nothing. Her smirk grew larger she stood and walked over to the girl "Hallo" She said with her crazy smile still on her lips both personalities knew German and English.. Anju liked English better but she spoke German when outside unless they didn't understand. Smirking still she wondered what the girl would do. Would she think of her as another illusion or would she noticed her as real without grasping and touching her... she was smarter then Amara she knew this girl was real, Amara would have gasped and walked away at a fast pace if she saw this girl but she Anju wasn't scared.

[.{.Zeecarian.}.]

She suddenly closed her hand , squising the butterfly.You didn't fly.She mumbled then turned to the other girl.

[~† ?Lethe? †~]

Anju listened to her and understood what was going on it had to do with something flying so it was either a bird or an insect. She noticed she turned to her and with that she waved with a sweet smile on her face, her eyes were closed for a moment while she did so and then she opened them. Looking at the girl she felt Amara "Nien, verlassen sie sie allein" Anju frowned at this and put a finger to her lip and made a shhhing sound and then said "Hush up" Smiling again she looked at the girl she wasn't going to hurt her... it was interesting to meet another such like her who didn't call her a freak...

[.{.Zeecarian.}.]

The girl smiled faintly.She was about twelve years old.Just twelve. Her hair was blonde and was turned brownish with the rain that seeped it. She had grey blue eyes that seemed to be somewhere else and frecked skin. She was plain looking with sweetly curved lips. Hello.

[~† ?Lethe? †~]

Anju looked the same as Amara. She had faint blue eyes and black hair, she had makeup around her eyes and she wore punkish clothes the only weird thing was the umbrella, she had a cousin who was really named Anju who had one like it she loved her cousin seeing she was the only one who seemed to understand her. Sadly she hadn't been around so she was all alone with this Anju in her head. "Hallo" She said again. She was older seventeen so she didn't feel scared of the girl but the girl didn't seem afraid of her... which was strangely calming and comforting to her. Amara sighed happy that Anju wasn't being bad. A smile, a friendly smile was on Anju's lips as she felt like Amara would be mad at her if she was mean so nice she would stay... plus she didn't think she needed to be mean, this girl was alright.

[.{.Zeecarian.}.]

Nizzen des treffen sie....The girl said.

[~† ?Lethe? †~]

Anju looked suprised for a moment not by what she said by that she understood German. She then smirked again "Verlässt sie allein? Warum sie meine andere seite ist, und sowieso sie ist fein sie ist ein worrywart" Amara in her head sighed she wasn't that bad was she nien she wasn't. "Anju" Amara whispered into her head. Once more Anju hushed her "Belegen sie mit einer geldstrafe so tapfer spricht sich" Anju then left leaving Amara out in the open.

[[translation: first: Leave her alone? Why she is my other side and anyways she is fine she is a worrywart][ Second: Fine so brave speak yourself]]

[.{.Zeecarian.}.]

The girl said nothing , reaching out her hand as another falling butterfly fell on it.

[~† ?Lethe? †~]

Amara watched curious she wondered what she saw. A bird flew down onto her shoulder whil another sat by her foot. She heard them tweet and saw them. Reaching to stroke the head it made her feel better even though it was invisible to others, the animals made her feel better the people they made her nervous... although this girl didn't seem mean like them.

[.{.Zeecarian.}.]

The butterfly didn't fly and she closed her hand around in , squeezingit's body then letting the pulpy mess drop to the ground.